Looking out into the ocean, I see our memories. The memories we created together as children to adults. We had always been together, never really letting each other go. Those feelings that I had for you as a child, still continues to lie in my heart. Over the years, those feelings developed stronger than love. It became something that no one could erase. Nothing could tear you from my heart.
But life had other plans. I feel alone now. Why did you have to leave? My heart continues to throb with each waking moment. It cries every moment that you are not by my side. Is this how I am supposed to live? Wanting to hear your voice? Wanting you to proclaim your love for me? Wanting to feel your breath against my cheeks? Wanting to know what you were thinking? Want to feel your skin against mine?
I miss how you used to wrap your arms around me, holding me on with your dear life. We would talk as the days turned to nights. We kissed as if it were our last kiss. We never wanted to let go of each other. To remember those days used to be happiness, but now it has been a pain in my heart.
Once cherishing those days that we spent hand in hand, those times that we spent looking into each others soul, it was a cruel joke that fate played. It was nothing but cruel intentions that they had played. For that I had cursed every waking moment that I remembered from our cherished days. Fate has taken my beloved. Having nothing left except this tormented soul, I ask fate why I must be alone. Alas! my decision to respond to their cruel desires led me to wanting to die in this barren wasteland. All the things that this land used to stand for, is nothing but a graveyard awaiting my body.
I yell towards the heavens, asking them to hear my plea. As my strength is exhausted I fall upon the ground, facing the heavens asking them why? I close my eyes towards the heavens feeling abandoned. Drops of water start to fall upon my skin. Cold droplets pierce my skin, telling me that they too felt my pain. Felling comforted, my strength completely leaves me, knowing that someone understood my pain. Eternal sleep finally comes over my body, knowing that I will be able to see my beloved again.
End